The Lies

by **Hawkeman92** Sun Apr 05, 2015 7:07 am

"It's okay. I don't mind."
"I'm happy as long as your happy."
"I don't mind if you choose him. If your happy then that's fine."
"Don't worry about me. I'm good."

I hate to lie. Why do I do it? Not only to other but to myself. Constantly lying. Each lie a chain that proves I am not free. It hurts. The lies hurt.

"But that's fine. As long as I don't hurt her."

I can't stand pain. Please make it stop.

"It is better if I'm in pain then her."

Why do I still do it?

"It's fine. She is happy so I'm happy. All is well. I'm not hurt. It doesn't hurt. I'm... Fine."

... It hurts.